Wednesday, September 18, 2013

Dissecting the past


I realized now how just one decision can change someone's life ,The gravity  negatively  changes so many life in the past. I know that I broken hearts and lost great people in my life for who I was. Not Who I am know. The thing is that I wish I could tell everyone that been ran over with that diesel truck I once was..and effected there life in a not so good way that I'm sorry and wish I grow up way sooner then I did. I mean I don't some things to people that will stay with them there hole life and I can't change that. But all the hearts I have broke and all the pain I caused was not all for nothing If it was not for all the thing, I  did in the past and pain I cased people I wouldn't be who I am today. I realized that growing up comes with a price in some way yet I wish I didn't just leave people to bleed out in the middle of the round. I've  work very hard to be a good person and make a happy life with the people who mean the most too me. I just feel this need to be said ….I don't regret my choices in my life .I would not be who I am today. I just glad I can be happy with who I am today and my life. I hope all that was hurt found happiness just as much a I have.